Thursday, 21 November 2013

A Surface of Calmness


The vision of you, lying back, motionless, a tender lifeless form, is perfect. In the emptiness of your chamber, you lie on your pedestal.

Falling around your retired eyes is the gold of your turning strands. The gold turns around your closed lids, the lids that cover the eyes, the eyes that have witnessed my joy and beheld my despair.


Your face is like butter, smooth and pleasant, a surface of calmness after the churning I have put you through. But now you should rest, I should put you to sleep and not wake you. Nor in the course of my unrest should I evoke you from your slumber.

Your lips are strained in purple, the dull purple in contrast to your pale, bloodless skin, with beads of red dried on the curling corners.


….if the death of love in a person's heart had a human form, I imagine it will look something like this…peaceful, beautiful, but still dead.

Friday, 1 November 2013

Only to Hear You



Your words break the silence
They even break the darkness…

You echo in my entire being as I exist only to listen
To listen to your melody, travel through the emptiness and reverberate back to me…
To listen to the sound of that one deep breathe I take to calm my racing heart…
To listen to you gasp and pause between the words you speak…

Yet indeed, not to listen to the words themselves, for the words don’t matter
I close my eyes, and the words don't matter…
I let you in my mind, I feel you in my mind, and the words don't matter…

I hear you say them,
I hear them in a feathered whisper,
I hear them as clearly as I hear my own heart pound,
But the words still don’t matter

Nothing matters,
Everything fades,
And the only truth is your voice,
Your voice falling into my ears